It's a feeling you never forget, it's not the forethought, the thought, or the afterthought that presents itself. It is a constant, if you are looking for a variable in the mix, then it is not. It is a complete thought that holds water when you walk over it. The realist in me is ever changing. After being set out as a monster, I often wonder what it means these days because of the thoughts I have. Being told as a monster honestly hurts me these days when it comes to finding out what true love means. Not to defend myself with these things that I said myself I was just giving out my thought. Finding out what love can do to me these days is but a painful reminder. It is a hard place to surface, you are only worth sinking down to the bottom to where no one will discover you. However, should the end arrive for me earlier than expected it is the benefit of being able to somehow not find it if I see one again? I won't miss out on anything, that's for sure.
But I digress...
True love, is a beautiful feeling, and one that is imperfect for everyone in the table. You are left finding out whether or not that it's okay to work things out. It's okay to know you have differences more than similarities because to compete in every similar level is not going to work. There will be a bottleneck of opinions, but it's important also that it's okay to continue in trusting the one you have to love you for you. It is okay to have insecurities, but if a woman thinks she is sexy, then confidence in her will never break. It is okay to have baggage with you because everyone does and some will come in different sizes, but you are okay as long as you stay strong in knowing there will be a shoulder to carry you on and keep you going.
To me, these are the factors that make real love sincerely genuine:
But I digress...
True love, is a beautiful feeling, and one that is imperfect for everyone in the table. You are left finding out whether or not that it's okay to work things out. It's okay to know you have differences more than similarities because to compete in every similar level is not going to work. There will be a bottleneck of opinions, but it's important also that it's okay to continue in trusting the one you have to love you for you. It is okay to have insecurities, but if a woman thinks she is sexy, then confidence in her will never break. It is okay to have baggage with you because everyone does and some will come in different sizes, but you are okay as long as you stay strong in knowing there will be a shoulder to carry you on and keep you going.
To me, these are the factors that make real love sincerely genuine:
- Communication. Yes, trust is a two-way street, and you must be able to walk the talk because I am listening and you are listening too. No game in the telephone will make you any different. After all be it two in the afternoon because you can't focus at work and you just need to step out to hear my voice I will listen to you and let you know you are alright. Or if it is five in the morning, because if we can't sleep at night next to each other, just tug those sheets, even the back of my shirt and I will turn to stay awake with you till you fall asleep again. Between the hello's and the hi's, as this song's intro says, I think this makes sense to me. Walking away from someone, let alone from their back that broke the straw I had to know that if you wanted to open communications again be open, straightforward, and do not hide. The truth will open itself out there, and you are left but to the very device of which you do not possess.
- Unpredictability. Life is spontaneous combustible. You are meant to make the most out of it by opening yourself to different forms of living comfortably with someone you love. No one will find luck in playing it safe. You are told to live in these moments. There could be no one worse in making you walk the fire. For you see, there is no better line to walk than the one taken by those who see themselves better in a different place than where they are.
- Loyalty. No, I will not ask it from you. Why? Because I learned when I fell in love, it was always requested only then it was used against me, and I learned there was no way out to break from it. I was never the same from being loyal. So if not loyalty, then what? Respect because there is only you.
- Imperfections. You have a scar from your accident when you fell off a tree, I am okay with that. I have scars of my own too, from my hands to my knees I know what it's like to have scars part of who you are. You were not part of your family because you ostracized yourself for being different, I am okay with that. I can be your family whenever you find yourself feeling alone. You found yourself happily wholly in love with someone that is me, well I am too, I am absolutely fabulous about that. Honestly, do not worry about what you do not have. I want you to know I have you the most stunning woman in the world and my goodness, you are perfect.
Like with true love, finding out there is truth in what makes us fall in love with another is universal. You are love, you are beautiful and if ever there is a time to tell you otherwise they are only making you worse, not better. I fell in love not long ago, just to be hurt as I hurt them with the truth as well. The truth that never set them free just bounded them, even more, became the very grave I have been in. Being hurt with finding out from her I did with mine to her too. To say I didn't mean any of it was going to make her feel versus I already know what she came for. I wish I had done myself the favor of losing myself in the process and let her happily gets what she came for. My existence completely wiped off.
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