The Night 5

I know I am skipping four and no, not because of superstitious reasons but because this one is a rambling thought that just came down pouring in my head.

The extent of what it takes to live, is it because we choose to preserve of what's in front of us and take it back so that we will learn from our mistakes again or do we choose it to keep forging the paths that have yet to be charted so people will see it in their eyes there is a new hope building down the road we just have to take it. Is it the sign in front of us that makes it seem so unrealistically realistic?

We are humans and we are susceptible to who we can be and take everything step by step. It is the sign of a weakened state that we get to be a part of something big right? As we take advantage of what's in front of us do we just go for it like hyenas or vultures or even sharks? Always going for the fresh carcass and taking no prisoners because this is what it takes to live our life.

"There is a difference between making a living and making a life..." or so as one would say but we owe it to someone in general population of a community of a small family that we are alive today are we not. We are alive because someone protected our backs, someone took cover for our mistakes and someone took to great lengths of learning mistakes that we'll soon be facing through should we pursue that same avenue they did. For they steer us in a direction we all know is too good to be true yet it will cause pain in the long run. However, one cannot protect us all from the fourth road we take because the fourth road is the unknown, the abyss and the unexplored. As we are afraid to take it all down we make it impossible to even just move an inch from where we stand.

Then we say... Life is delicate like the glass cut frames of our heart it shatters into so many pieces should we ever feel heartbreak unlike any other. Sure it is the sign of weakness to cry but it is the sign of cockiness that makes us weaker by the moment and even more we turn into a submission game of shame and blame. As it gets harder to take of what's in front of us we swallow it with disgust and hope that it tastes better next time...but no. That's not how it's supposed to change the flavor just enough to know what it takes to be the better person. Life is not to complicate life as to living it is not to make things worse just do things by stride because living a living will wait till we die.

Life is delicate indeed but in a sense life is a delicate like the roses found in a frozen desert on a hot day as it faces both the extremity of hot and cold it stands strong and beautiful to the chill and scourged earth that is the ice field itself.

Life is short but ignore the lengths of our age expectancy because at the end of our dying breath there is a small inspiration that makes a last minute entry in our life and it all becomes clear again from the beginning. As we expire that breath out we do not take note of it just belong to the moment where that last minute brought us and it will all go back. It's not the amount of memories it took us to change and continue growing rather it is the quality of our humanity that stood true when the change happened. How we took it personally to adapt and grow a heart of our own is one too inexplicable to the mind of a genius but to the mind of the simple minded it is the fact all it did was take two steps to hell and one step back to heaven so don't count it by the years or the days of our breath but make the quality of it really priceless that we will never bargain ourselves because we don't need to hassle we just need to dazzle...ourselves in the sight of our journey. Life is short but it is never limited because the limits we take to account of who we can be in one day is easily outnumbered by just being who we are. Instead, challenge the one that is you everyday because nothing beats the amount of someone trying to be like you when you already know who you really are in the eye of your universe. Though insignificant the size of our presence it tells us that we still take part as to who we are and we will never go back to it.

Enjoy it while it lasts.

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